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I got £10 of weed on Thu night, still have a bit for a spliff left so between me and bro we've smoked a fivers worth in two days. And had little for three days previous to that... so essentially ive puffed a fivers worth all week. My average consumption over the last 20 years has been about 10-15 a day. So whatever way ya look at it im doing well with wacky baccy too.

I planned it for this week anyway but was putting it off till next week... but do i stop the weed now too?

The other thing is this single valium in the morning thing.

I reckon I could at least try and do without it... the idea here is to break habits not create them... so do i stop that too?

i.e. am i in a place where i can do that to both or either of those substances?

Judges... I await your decision. Majority wins.
tony tiger made this comment,
if you take this shit again t it ll grab you twice fold,its like being very thirsty and you take a sip of somthing really cold you like and you just whant to consume the whole glass or can bottle which ever it may be, its that gluttanny thing you know. so to make things straight cut it out or it cuts you out, thers nothing recreational about H its to powerfull for that. i used to take it at weekends aswell but its your body aswell as your mind thats telling you that you got to get more of the shit, so if your going to take a little your sure going to be taking alot....or is that just me ...i dont think so. you do or you dont... thats the way it is. get every one out who are h involved till you are cetain you can refuse and you can ...if i can anyone can,

your friend and cousin tony

comment added :: 13th May 2006, 11:02 GMT+01
Thomas Inglis made this comment,
I wont take it again T... dont worrry m8.

Question really was about weed and the odd valium and whether i should attempt to cut those out now as opposed to later :)

comment added :: 13th May 2006, 11:13 GMT+01
Bramski made this comment,
Take your time Tommy. Don't try and just do everything at once. You've done great with the H and for you to cut down on smoking weed as well is an immense achievement as you have smoked weed for as long as Ive known you.

If you do decide to cut the Valium out in the morning, at least make sure that you have one available for when your body craves something, because stopping Heroin, weed, and then cutting out the Valium (which is essentially your safety net) could leave you feeling very vulnerable and when the H cravings kick in it's better to have Valium to take than nothing at all because they are less harmful and easier to stop taking once you're well and truly over the H.

comment added :: 13th May 2006, 12:24 GMT+01
Thomas Inglis made this comment,
Brama, that makes perfect sense.

I can do without that spliff... its just that as ive worked ive found myself almost constantly smoking and looking to the ashtray for the joint that usually sits there.

Coupla puffs then put it down again.

But now its not there.

Old habits die hard.

R.E. the valium. I'll need to keep a couple out of andys way right enough... i only had 2 or 3 of the 20 i had with him necking the rest... but he needs em right now far more than I do but the safety net just 'makes sense' as it doesnt stop it but on a metre stick it comes from a metre to about 30cm so they *do* help.

Advice noted and taken on board.

comment added :: 13th May 2006, 13:06 GMT+01
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