Managed to do some good work today. Didnt get much actual work done but did manage to plough through 180 pages of documentation for an application called "Snort" which is a protection system for computers (hey, i am supposed to be a sysadmin huh? :))

So the real work can be done tomorrow... take it easy Tam cos im shattered yet managed a scooby snack that shaggy and scooby put together would have been proud off (an unstimulated meal, thats another new one on me).

Brother came in with two wee bits of hash so im going to roll a single skinner, go to bed, and say goodbye properly to weed cos when i wake up in the morning cannabis is going the same way as H.... and thats out.

But hell its been part of my life for 20 years so it deserves a 'wee send off'.

So as of 20 mins im totally and utterly drug free with the exception of three emergency valium i have stashed out the way... the emotion that came on yesterday may come back to haunt me yet and it wasnt much fun.

But guess what? We're coming to the end of this and I'll stop this blog soon.

There was talk of tidying it up and publishing it. I'd like to submit it to the varies addiction agencies in Scotland (and anywhere else come to that) in the hope that somewhere, sometime, someone will be helped and not be fooled into thinking theyre cleverer than heroin.

Cos i thought i was smart... and it nipped me.

The plus side of all this of course it has made me anti-drugs. Id as soon as tell the police about something than not I now feel so strongly against them... they ruin lives.

Gnite folks.