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Where have I been?

Well to be honest its been a hell of a few days.

I didnt exactly relapse but something slammed into me from Thursday/Friday and its taken me until today (Sunday 12:30am) to recover. By jove things can still come back to haunt/slap ya right back down again and yesterday was a baddie.

But between my mum and Alan they both pulled me through it and recover I have cos I got plenty done today.

So far (and i say so far as I'm gonna do one or two other wee things) I have setup an ipcop 1.4 box, made all that work sweetly with port forwarding services needed to make some applications on the network work and setting up the account details n stuff. In addition I setup a pc for ma brother (who has been pestering the hell out of me for a blog such as mine), completed his blog creation, re-activated his yahoo account and fixed one of his mates computers that needed memory, video card and the DVD's setup/cleaned.

I get paid for it on Wednesday for it apparently. The bummer is I've had to use some old parts I had kicking about and you just cant buy those parts anymore so theyre worth more than they're worth if you get me. But they have helped him as you have helped me so it was the least I could do/offer.

So all told not a bad days work and I'm firmly back to where I was on Thursday.

Only had two valium today and reckon I'll sleep like a baby tonight.

Andy's blog is called, and wait for it, "http://rusbigfight.com" (no suprises there huh? hehe)" so go check it out if you have time.

Gnite.
Alan Williamson made this comment,
Glad to see you're still fighting on. Its not so much the bigfight, but lots of little battles, to win the ultimate big fight. But we are all behind ya, willing and egging you on. This is one we simply won't permit failure! :)
comment added :: 22nd May 2006, 09:31 GMT+01 :: http://alan.blog-city.com/
Thomas Inglis made this comment,
Alan, dude, mate, old buddy... I simply wont let this beat me... in fact its now so far out of my control that I wont be beat that it would be as hard to go back as to slip... bit of a contradiction but I mean it sir... I will not and cannot slip back now.

I allowed myself a total of perhaps 12 valium and two single skinners over the weekend which was as much as I had taken the entire previous week so that helped pull me through (hell, some ppl like a bottle of wine huh).

But the hard stuff? nah. And there is no valium this morning, no weed and i feel the neither the need nor want for them either.

Just a smoke and a coffee (and as we all know if tam makes T its half work, coffee = work mode full stop).

Acht, what did I expect? To be 100% just three weeks or so down the road? It was never gonna happen in reality given the last 22 years.

We *are* gettin there :-)

comment added :: 22nd May 2006, 11:11 GMT+01
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